Friday, September 30, 2011

30 day challenge - 1

things you want to say to five different people

What a stupid question, If I wanted to ay it, I'd say it. Whats the purpose of writing it on my blog?
Rubbish challenge, NEXT><

Trip to Greece.

If you put together 140 16 to 18 year olds, all ambitious, stubborn, stupid and with their own ideas , and ask them to cooperate, you're asking for trouble.
Obviously, no one will fully agree, and knowing our year, debates that will make the best lawyers jealous will occur.
I'm just waiting to see what will happen.

And no, don't take wrong, I will participate and I am hopefull it does work out in the end.
 But sometimes being realistic helps :D

Cuteness

How cute is this?
Sereously, next time I want to kill someone I shall envision this in my head, and die from cuteness overdose.
I think his nose makes a pretty good target, no?
Kiddin'/

Thursday, September 29, 2011

Cats

Don't you just love cats? They are the most loyal & independant creatures in the world. They go wherever they want, but in the end, they always end up home.
Cats will never sleep with a person they do not love.
They will never trust a stranger.
About time we learn from them.


Bedlam

No matter where you are going
You will always end up in the same place.
Our life is organised chaos, we're going back to Bedlam.

Wednesday, September 28, 2011

Brighten up my day

Nice to know somebody cares <3
Nothing like a slap in the face and Maroon 5 to brighten up my day

Tuesday, September 27, 2011

4 AM, I'm back, I'm alive

I have no idea how to put this in words anymore.
I know you'll never see this.
I know I'll never see you.
But I need you in my life, I..
I just need to know you're alive.






Because  every day, I close my eyes and I see you.

Untitled.

From flats to heels, from kissing to sex, from feelings to bullshit - we're getting older bitches.

& Your boyfriend dumped you? It's the end of the world right?
I know a woman, who's son has died tonight.

If you woke up breathing, congratulations;

you have another chance.


(c) Sana Yasmina Najjar

Monday, September 26, 2011

I do not belong.

"Trouble is my only friend,
And his back again..."

You ever get that sence of loss? Like you do not belong, and you lost everything that has ever connected you to someone? And I'm not talking about superficial things.. I'm talking about a general, ovewhelming sense of realisation, that what you are doing isnt something you should do, that you are meant for something else, you have an entirely different purpose.
And you have to let go. Let go of everything and start fresh.
You see, this is why I thing people leave us sometimes. No matter how good or bad they were, they did not belong in our life, they had a different path. They needed to go.
And it's hard to understand, it's scary...

Saturday, September 24, 2011

My kettle singing God Save The Queen.

You know, my family has always been a fail with tecnology. Our plugs don't work, we change kettles 3 to 4 times a year, our cooker & oven refuse to fry or bake ( probably offended by our lame attempts to produce someting that looks like / tastes like food.) Or toaster, no matter what kind of settings you impose on it always turns bread into charcoal, and now, our pool has gone green due to some drain problem. After many attempts to fix it, we gave up, and now refer to it as a pond.
And just now, I heard our kettle whistle an extract from "God Save The Queen" ( its meant to whistle when its done boiling, but this is the first time eit managed to produce such an exemplary piece, before it would just shriek, always making visitors jump out of their skin with fright.
What can I say? I blame the parent.

Thursday, September 22, 2011

Fucking school.

You know, since school started, I wish to express my feelings about this wonderful place, I'm sure many of you will relate.
Now to avoid the undue wear-and-tear of my "F" key on keyboard, I will try to make it as polite as possible.
Throughout the years, my school has managed to maintain a 100% sucess rate in neglecting students, as well as neglecting it's responcibility to ensure that our teachers are
a) mentally sane
b) actually can teach.
If I had to compare my school with something, I'd suggest a maximum security prison. The "guards" thoroughly check your uniform, nails, homework, acessories, make-up and take almost sadistic pleasure of punishing you when you have slightly stepped over the line. & Where the line is drawn it's always up to the teacher.
Have I had inspiring, challenging teachers who actually gave a flying fuck about me, my choice of A-levels would have been drastically different. Unlike many a student, I don't take the easy way of going into lessons in order to sleep / text / exchange gossip.  I also have no respct for teachers who have a hysteric fit at everyone who is more than 30 seconds late to their lesson, because " the lesson has to start on time, otherwise we wont cover all the material, bla-bla". Stupid bitch, you just spent twnty minutes lecturing us about being late, get on with it, and please please find someone to shag so tomorrow you will be in a good mood? ( I wonder, would they actually tell their partner that they were late to cum?)
Meanwhile, next time I encounter someone whos breathtaking stupidity, unhelpfullness and smug self satisfied arrogance reaches levels I never believed humanly possible, I shall naturally be recomending them a job at our school.

Just a little bit about myself

Well, I guess you expect to see the usual shite here like
My name /Age /Hobbies/ bla bla.
Isn't it really boring?
I'm not an age yet where I can safely say what I like and what I don't like. For me, life is boring if you don't try something different every day - your life is constantly changing, and so are the people around you, it's only sensible that you change as well.
I can tell you that right now I like History, Arts & Psychology, I love dancing and I'm into martial arts ( I won the Pancyprian competition in 2009-2010)
Nevermind that the above are actually all true, they are true right now.
Tomorrow, I can decide I want to be a stripper and quit school.
I can only be sure of the facts, which are as follows:
- Born in Moscow
- Currently living in Cyprus
- I have a cat, and I love him ( although not in the morning, when the fucker wakes me up at 5 AM by casually meowing right into my ear)


And another thing I can safely say - I love travelling. I'll never stop travelling untill I've seen it all, and that means I'll travel untill I'm ninety-something and bedridden.